*Yes I made up my own word{s?}*
Dissociation hit me hard this afternoon,but I managed to get out of bed, shower, do my make up and of course check Facebook and who all has liked my blog posts. I appreciate you for taking the time to read each update on my life and also getting to know or feel related to what I have to say at my midnight discussions. After the blog I read some more of my book and went for a long walk to do yoga ,The book I'm reading, "The Fall" by Albert Camos takes us through the state of mind from someone who has reached the epiphany that life does not make sense. It is what has inspired me look at life from the outside in and confess to you, my reader, all of my secrets, lies and wrongdoings. It is also what has inspired me to put my own life on blast and under a microscope and dissect each one of my thoughts to find the root, the core value that is stuck to your brain like gum on a park bench. But I am not here right now to talk about my problems. I am just here to say a few things...
1. It is so fucking hard to pay attention to what is going on around you if you feel like you are living on another planet.
2. I have realized that this is my mission. I am here to throw up my problems, not for you to clean it up but so you can learn morality from deceit.
3,Please love what you resonate with. it wont show who loves something, only the amount of people that do. The more people who respond, the better the feeling of belonging. We can come together as one.
4 Please leave feedback if you read something and you totally disagree. I would love to have a discussion.
5. If you are just here to make fun of or judge me for anything I confess or inform you of, prior to his second, Go for a walk and look at how green everything is. We dont judge here. We don't judge people over anything.
Looking forward to tonight's topic;
The first time
Stay tuned....
Love and Rage,
Lynsey
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