lynsey bradshaw

Sit at the lake and write. Writing is the only thing that makes sense anymore. I can't tell anyone how I feel because they don't either...

This is going to be a subject that I am going to get a ton of backlash from, but these are my beliefs and you do not have to agree with...

The people from my childhood deserved better than having me as a superficial friend. I never knew how to be a friend to anyone. It was no...

I didn't exactly want to die. I didn't know how to control the other two people inside of me anymore. It was hard work walking around...

"Your opinions were loud enough for the both of us That I eventually forgot the sound of my own voice" "My mind needs to come with a...

I fell in love with music for the first time at age (?Small?) when Christina Aguilera released her very first album. Each one of her...

2017 PHP I bet sugar tastes so much sweeter off of your lips. Your sense of logic and reality turn me on as bad as legs that have parted...

TW: SH WHAT A FUCKING STRESSFUL DAY. You know I havent felt stressed in over 5 years. Terminaly anxious, yeah but no not stressed. See...

After falling in love with babydoll and coming to realize what love was, my crushes on women did not subside. In fact, they grew stronger...

...I hate to admit it but... this isn't my first one. My first ever girl crush, excuse me...MY FIRST EVER CRUSH was on a girl. She was my...

I'm honestly too tired to even care to post this to social media so the select few that follow my webpage is who I am talking to. I have...

I want to throw up the idea of using Ketamine (aka a horse tranq) for treating depression. There has been an increase in the amount of...

It seems as though the posts I use detailed mindfulness while sitting at the lake dont do shit for people. HAHA I say this because every...

The doors to 5A open and the white lights blind my eyes. My eyes are drawn to the white—white walls, white floors, and white ceilings....

I feel controlled. I talk about dissociating all the time and I tell you how I don't feel real and have no self control. If I dont have...

E:motions-hyper,motivated,excited M:ood-8/10 U:rges-cocaine Boy oh boy do I feel great today. I woke up to the mans making me breakfast...

It's cold as hell as I sit out at this lake. This used to be my spot. The spot where I created my most sincere and darkest poems. I used...

The next few days after a self mutilation episode are the hardest. All the guilt sets in and you are left to deal with the repercussions....

You almost lost me this weekend. Not intentionally but I mean I almost gave up on this dream I have of changing the direction of mental...