lynsey bradshaw

E:motions- accomplished, motivated, resilient M:ood- 8/10 U:rges- self-harm, promiscuity, binge eat I am fuckin exhausted today. I wanted...

I know I am not the only one who takes being angry to a whole new level. 100 stories up, over a burning bridge and coated in revenge...

I had an imaginary friend when I was young. Her name was Kelly. She followed right behind me ALWAYS and would leave at times I couldn't...

So I have some big news. In 2 weeks my fiance and I will be in court to gain guardianship of a 15 year old child. This is the best thing...

I'm almost out of attention grabbers, so I hope i dont lose you today. I find it hard to focus on a topic and stick to it, therefore I...

Emotions: exhausted, unfulfilled, indecisive Mood: 5/10 Urges: Self-harm, binge eating My legs hurt so good right now. I haven't worked...

TW:Self harm Here I'm sitting at home on a Saturday , well it is exactly noon, and sharing with you my thoughts, feelings, ideas,...

Mood: 7/10 Urges: None Emotions: Irritable, thankful, energetic "Ready for a time out?" She could faintly hear him talking into his...

I wish i knew what's going through your mind each time you read a new post in my blog. Today marks 2 weeks from my first post =) My...

Hi, I am a whore. I know I discuss horrible sex situations I have been exposed to and included in, so now I want to give you a different...

Stomach bug is gone and thank Allah for that. I hadn't physically felt that sick in some years. Today is our day off. When I say our I...

Mother of pearl I tried so hard to fight my body today. As I told you earlier, I got sick but it lasted throughout the entire day. I'm...

I hope I didn't scare you off with my topic of choice last night. It got pretty detailed and graphic but I really wanted you to grasp the...

I didn't cut today, despite the urges. No, instead I forced myself to think differently. The feeling of wanting to self mutilate can be...

Only for today do I have to survive. Only until bedtime, when my eyes shut and my brain slows down. Only until my unconscious takes over...

It's that time of year again. The time where i take up a few minutes of your time writing about how much i miss and how much i hated my...

#mybodymychoice All this talk on abortion and laws passing prohibiting a woman from having one triggers flashbacks like you wouldn't...

Being stable is hard. Wake up early. Eat breakfast( make sure you get your protein, carbs, dairy, fruit and fat). Take medication. Take a...

I tried to kill myself again. It took me this long to get these words on paper. I had to admit to myself the unfathomable. I tried to...